In this deeply personal solo episode, I share how therapy helped me see how much of my life has revolved around my relationship with sex, control, and fear. I talk openly about being a side, fearing bottoming, stepping into my Top era, and realizing how past sexual trauma shaped my ability to receive pleasure. This episode is about what happens when you finally feel safe enough to let go of performance, shame, and control — and start experiencing real connection.

I also share a recent sexual experience that became unexpectedly healing. Through trust, communication, patience, and mutual respect, I discovered what mind-blowing sex actually means: presence instead of performance, consent instead of pressure, curiosity instead of fear. We talk about lessons on communication, safety, experimenting responsibly, and allowing yourself to receive pleasure without shame. This episode is for anyone navigating sex after trauma, learning to trust their body again, or wanting deeper intimacy.

Here’s a glimpse of what you’ll learn in this episode:

• How sexual shame, fear, and control shape intimacy after trauma.
• How to move from performance-based sex to presence and connection.
• Ways trust, communication, and consent create emotional and physical safety.
• How to explore desire and roles responsibly without pressure or labels.
• Practical insights to reconnect with your body and receive pleasure without shame.

Click here to listen to the episode and learn more about healing sexual trauma, learning to trust, and discovering mind-blowing sex through presence and communication.

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